It's been a while.

Life has flown by since I last posted.
I really can't say that I have a ton too show for it either.
It really is strange go the holidays somehow manage to be somewhat depressing.
I feel as though I'm stuck in time right now. I desperately want some change to happen, something to make me feel alive.
I've been going through the motions for god knows how long and I feel as if I've gotten nowhere. I've always told myself that I never wnated to live my life like this. What is the point in sitting and waiting for the world to come to you. Part of my frustration is the lack or creativity and productivity that has been my life for the past few weeks.
Since it is a new year I'm hoping that I can set some resolutions and stick to them.
1. Begin working out and improving my physical well-being.
2. Record an album. I really hope this will propel my life in some direction.
3. Care about someone. I feel as though I haven't been in a relationship in ages. I miss that feeling of falling in love and the stability that truely caring for another person evokes.
Those would be the three things that I feel my life is lacking right now.
It's early, but I'm tired and sadly must work tomorrow.